Today, I am lopsided. I know that most women are slightly but lopsided but this is not slight. It's kind of silly, one regular boob and one porno boob. Yesterday I had surgery to remove my lump. It was low-key and outpatient. Everyone was super nice. Today I am very sore. I have what I consider to be a giant incision and last night I spent some quality time vomiting from my pain meds. But I feel better, a lot better. It's out of my body and the doc says that once she actually saw the lump she was much less concerned. It didn't look like anything to worry about. They will still biopsy, just to be sure, but I already feel better. I feel icky and achy and sore but all better, nonetheless. Apparently I am more resilient than I thought. More optimistic. Who knew surgery could be so cathartic?
4 years ago