When I was in high school I had a long term love affair with blueberry cake donuts from Tasty's in Kaysville. They were absolutely delightful. Then I became a grown-up and my metabolism did too. I had to give them up, except for special occasions. Donuts are few and far between in my life. Tonight I am eating Krispy Kremes (yes, plural). I haven't had one of these in a long time. You might have noticed that my last few posts have been, well, a little on the harpy side. I weaned off my anti-depressant again. And again I am completely coming apart. Apparently having children has screwed up my brain chemistry for permanent. Loud sigh. I know it's not that big of a deal. I tell my friends all the time. It turns out, I'm a total hypocrite. It's O.K. for everyone but me. I shouldn't need it. But I do. Ugh. So until my happy pills kick in it's donuts for me. Oh yeah, don't tell anyone I take drugs, it's totally embarrassing.
4 years ago